hey whatsupp

yoooo xD long time no chat? haha r u ok?
sorry blog TT

hmm... yahhh getting lesser to update my blog
from busy til nothing can write n now... idk
hehe :3 now? HOLIDAYS!!!
should be happy but ... should i be honest?
hmmm... quite alot of sad things moving in my mind
haizzzz

these few days keep got dreams
a long long dream /.\ am i too stress? LOL
i have no idea
continuously 4days also dreamed smth
SAVE ME?!!!!!!! -3-
im not stress i think
did i? ehhhhsssssss
not stress but got smth inside my mind cant go off

ytd almost cant sleep
why? hmmm
when i lied on bed , i suddenly feel scare
starting scare abt my future
the feeling is strong make me almost cant sleep
yeahhh after woke up is quite ok edi but
..................

nvm bah~~~~ xD chill and all will be alright :3
NIGHT <3 nbsp="">

my mood :)

什么时候 天空变得有点灰
什么时候 彩虹变得不美
什么时候 开始不熟悉你不在身边
一个人的生活 我忘了怎么过

雨在等候 晴天给的温柔
我的守候 已经到了尽头
很多时候 不知道自己该做什么
吃饭写歌 上课下课 怎么都不像我

我变得不自己 像是被搁置在一旁的机器
没有情绪的我 怎么会伤心
我讨厌自己 讨厌自己 逃不出你给我的回忆
因为我已经没有力气

什么时候 世界变得不完美
什么时候 笑容变得虚伪
很多时候 不知道自己该做什么
吃饭写歌 上课下课 怎么都不像我


我变得不自己 像是被搁置在一旁的机器
没有情绪的我 怎么会伤心 
我讨厌自己 讨厌自己 逃不出你给我的回忆
因为我已经没有力气

曾以为爱只是喜欢这么简单 怎么变得越来越复杂
是什么把距离拉长 两个人竟然觉得孤单

我变得不自己 像是被搁置在一旁的机器
不喜欢哭泣 不是不伤心
我麻醉自己 麻醉自己 都快要忘了怎么呼吸
我讨厌自己的不争气
我真的已经没有力气

i'm a fool

i'm a fool
i fool myself ......

Mid-Night Post.

so... such a long time i didnt update my blogger
so sorry abt that
becuz this year quite busy and i quite lazy edi /.\ hhaha
mostly on fb more than blogger xD shhh!
maybe actually happened too much things and i cant even write it down
not here , even diary too
i used to write my diary everyday but since i came up to form4
form4 is not honey moon -3- get tipu by teachers LOL
nvm .. /.\ doesn't matter
from4 life ..busy .. more feeling .. more responsible
wanted to make more memory with these buddy
leave 1 year.. we still have one year to together
time pass so fast , and now i still cant reach my new time tempo
urhhhh ...

isn't that i wasted so many time ?
16years ... got a person wishes me happy sweet16 on my birthday :3
owhhh thanks :D !
if the girl didnt sms come , i didnt even realize this 16years-old is suppose to be
the teenage gang said's that sweet16 , maybe have a party with frenz?
haha wish too but didnt do it . my birthday quite earlier
January :3 i love January ! hehe :P
i love everything abt me too ^^
right? if u don''t even love yourself , how could you love others?

so since ages increasing , feeling increasing too
hmm... something starting "shake" in heart but i controlled and calm my heart down
not love , not bf , not those in relationship things lah
is something that i believe very long edi since 1st time we met
but things change, people change , feeling change but memory wont
i dunno .. but memory will disappear if u lost ur memory xD
okayysss~ sry

i think i seriously need to catch up with my academic
i get dig up after i watching Nick Vujicic's video :D
he is the strongest person in the world ! isn't he? :3
his talk really really touch my heart ! i wish i can have a chance to meet him :)
nice to be his friend , i wont regret with that ~
he is a pretty cool person i ever seen ^^
i love you too , Nick ! xD thanks for everything !!
i will try to do it ! don't worry !

my life ? now? okay de...
haha , ermmm ..can i continue next time?
cuz 2.30am now /.\ and i have to wake up at 6am in the morning for skul
yoohoooo~ dun learn me yea
sleep early for your health ~! i know panda is cute
panda with it panda also very cute but not on urs  pls :3
sleep earlier , your eyes will very sparkles ! xD it's true !
haha , anyway , GoodNight my frenz :)

July

OMG /.\ i have one month didnt update my blog

so sorry abt that TT
cuz quite busy -3- ermmm... yeahh 

转眼间，7月已经过了一个星期

时间真的过得好快

也许是到了不同的时间段，所以时间感也不一样了吧

哈哈

最近嘛，学校的运动会也结束

那天真的好忙 

不过也过得很开心啦

今天的感触? ermmm

: 羡慕会画画的人 :)
因为在他们的世界里，会有很多色彩、很多人物、很多感情陪在他们左右

就看着，衷心地羡慕吧 :) 

深刻?

记忆似乎深刻得不留下一点清楚的画面...

唯一清晰的，只有当时的感觉

结束过去，看好现在

无论如何都得克制，对吧?

听说事情会不停地重复发生，是为了让你学到东西。

这样又一次的发生，不要了，真的。够了。

多喜欢都好。我.. 不能。真的。

不想再像个笨蛋一样了。:)

hey ~

请允许我暂时不更新部落格 :)

ps: happy holidays yea ! ;)

shh ..

封闭自己不是不想让别人走进自己的世界，而是怕自己不小心走进了别人的世界无法后退。:)

Keep Our Hope ON ! :)

没有不会亮的天 :) 天黑，时间到，自然就会天亮了。
只要不放弃，坚持信念，总有一天我们会成功的! :)

雨后总会天晴。幸运的话，还会出现带来希望的彩虹。♥ 加油!!!

我们不能放弃，如果连我们都放弃，那这个国家怎么办? 
这个没有火山，没有很多天灾，拥有很多很值得骄傲的大自然美景的国家，该怎么办? 
我们应该更努力，更加坚持! 为未来的孩子，为自己，为人民，不放弃! 站起来! 

现在的消沉，根本就帮不了什么。
现在的积极，才是对国家最好的。

4年后，准备加入清洁和拯救国家的行动! :)
90后的! 准备好吧! 4年后，来个大扫除 ;)

现在唯一能做的就是努力读书! 把国家从黑暗中拯救出来! :)

马来西亚，加油! 之前那么困难才独立的马来西亚，不能就此放弃!
我们应该团结，一起努力! 让其他国家看看，马来西亚不管再怎么跌到，也能漂亮的再次站起来，闪着辉煌的光芒! ♥

[share it out :) POSITIVE KEEP US STAY STRONG ! 我相信我们能够还马来西亚原有的清白! 我相信我们能再次过上干净又美好的生活! :) ♥ ]

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election of m'sia .. hmm 
can i just skip this part ? :/ 

so we know that DAP ...kaysss

what i want to say is top of that and this part that i'm gonna type it out :)

everyone change their profile pic into black
black... all black
facebook leftside thr got 20 mini boxes show ur 20 active frenz 
mine thr almost all black .. 
thr still a few ppl didnt change their profile pic so i'm ok 
i was chatting with my buddy, and suddenly she off9 and thr become all black
and my heart was faint in that few second
i realized the power of black , the power of negative 
if we lost the light , the world turns black and cold
ppl get scare , disappointed , sad , scream , faint... 
in that few second i realized how important that POSITIVE is :)

we should not get lost in the black world 
we should not give up our hope ! :) 
MIRACLES JUST HAPPEN ON WHO BELIEVES THEM :)

did that change our profile into black helps us anything?
did that comments all those angry things in those leaders status will change anything?
why dun we be positive?
why dun we say something positive?
why dun we think positive?
why dun we fight positively and help our country? 

it's not that hard :) really
if we all do it together 
it's really not that hard , my dear.

dun give up hopes , hopes didnt give up u also and why u give up them? :)
we already step out our first steps on 5/5/2013
we saw that many people have come out choose for their better life 
we saw that many people have did their best
we saw that many people have protect what they want 
isn't it? :) 

4.15

多久没写日记、多久没写部落格

渐渐少去写日记和部落格

是太忙、太累、忘了、还是渐渐厌倦了某种生活？

说过不对日记写伤心事

结果呢? 刚开始很开心很开心的事、渐渐变少了

少得我就算拿起笔，也不下一字

甚至是一个标点符号

亲情、友情

现在目前最让我不烦恼的是爱情吧

能清空我的心吗？

掏空也可以。。

懂得世界的两极

所以想得也比较多

是什么时候，连我的脑袋不知不觉地罢工

是什么时候，连我的心也不知不觉无力

是什么时候，连我自己也不知不觉离开身边

不会想失去记忆、只希望能清空心里

是颓废了？还是失去目标了？

迷路了。
在某个时间点上，迷路了。。。

4.14 xD

soooooo.... happy black valentine's day !!! ^^
enjoy the day :) hehe

hmmm... let me talk abt ytd xDD kaysss??
yesterday was my skul hari anugerah  ~
yaaaa... i promised qiyuan said i will go too
but.... haha ^^'' i overslept
no overslept ... actually i woke up edi
i wake up at 7 am , and after i turn my alarm
i decide to slp more 20 mins 1st
then i go back to my bed and slp again /.\
then..... when i wake up again ...8 something edi
so ... i was like "oppps...-- i be late edi ...."
i go back and slp again -3-
then i wake at 10am again cuz need to go out even that i didnt go in the morning
so i wake up and prepare everything then walk to centrepoint and wait qiyuan

after we reach one u , we go popular have a look xD
then we go book room at Neway for sing k ltr
after that we go gaming center , we spot dao one new machine xDD
then we try play ~~ quite interesting ^^ i like it
it's a dance machine , ermmm, the floor got the ermmm.. how to say arh
it's a sense-ser dance machine /.\ sry my english not that good
forgive me .-.
we played 2 dance machine xDDD damn happy
and we meet many "dancer" thr :3
they so pro @@ fuyoohhhh ~
i feel like today we come out not playing , is learning
learning from them /3\ (y)
started addicted to that dance machine ^O^ hohohoho
can i have one ? xD hehe
then we go sing k ~
sing til hmmm..... crazy edi xDD hahaha
sing a lot of songs ~~ at last renjie come join also
but qiyuan and renjie go back home earlier
then after they back , pay bill
then me and cms decided go old wing thr sit taxi back home
then when me and cms pass the gaming center
saw many frenz from skul /.\ wow

Hey Boys and Girls !

hey everyone !!! did u miss me?
i miss my blog so much T^T
sorry about lesser and lesser updating my blog cuz
seriously go into form4 life
very very very busy /.\
busy til i dunno what i'm doing /o\
GG.com

ok ...  i have a long time didnt came here and...
i dunno want to start with which topics
ermmm... maybe like that , kayss

i haven't done my hw /3\
before finish my hw , i decide to blog first
cuz typing mahhh , not writing also xP

tmr i have competition @O@
grp singing competition
lucky ryte? i'm the first one /.\
wish me pls
wish i wont be nervous tmr and when i'm on stage T^T
anyway, hwayiting!!!!! ^^

and!!! Sungha Jung finally come to KL have his concert !!!! T^T
I WANNA GO xDDD

ok, enough :P
it's quite late now /.\
and i need to practice my song /3\

GOOD LUCK ,YJ!!!
GOOD LUCK EVERYONE!!! ;)

see ya ! xD i'll be back xP wait cha~

又想起你了。

怎么办呢? :3

又想你了..
应该这么说吧
其实从来都没想过要忘记你 :)

虽然.. 存留在我脑海的和你之间的回忆
都是很零碎的记忆和片段
虽然.. 你现在不怎么会记得我
但你还在我心里的某个角落

把爱你的每一句话，放心中让祝福来表达
希望当你遇见了ta，别继续带着我的牵挂
不想问后来你好吗，我会听见带着幸福的回答
曾经说的话，也许是我太傻
那份爱在心中留下 ..

最爱听的音乐，总是带着浅浅淡淡地悲 :)
也许遗憾太美? ..

难道还爱着你吗?
应该不是，而是我
依然想念着我们之间的点点滴滴
很努力地去想起每个细节
却事与愿违

我还记得
那一天，我答应你的事 :)
对不起，到现在都还没履行那个约定
我，已经努力着了
也很随心地寻找
但是，好像还没找到
放心吧，我能做到的:)
我可是YJ，对吧? :)

我们之间还没到爱吧
只是曾经互相喜欢
但是，这样也许已经足够了
至少那次我问你，你诚实地告诉我了
谢谢你。真的。

突然间想起某首歌里的某段歌词，
如果当初勇敢地在一起，会不会不同结局
呵呵 :j 可是我们之间已经不会存在“如果”了

你的好，我不会忘记。

唉，这都已经是蛮多年前的事了吧 :3
真是的 ../.\
虽然已经不怎么回去那里了
可是也不会忘记那个地方
因为在那里，我认识了很多很多人
也在那里认识了你。;)

谢谢你，给了我这么简单却美好的记忆。:)

Happy CNY !!!

hey , happy chinese new year !!! :D
uhoooooo xPP
sry for didnt update the post this few weeks...
SORRY!!!! /.\

why? wow... ermmm
getting busy and lazy /3\ haha
yuppp... my holidays for chinese new year is gonna end soon :/
but i'm still in the way of completing my schoolwork ~~~~ WOW
quite a lot .. yeahhh ~ i know i know
too enjoy with the holidays and almost forget some schoolwork
and at the end like this... slp late just because wanted to finish schoolwork
biology hw quite used my time cuz do do awhile and flip the textbook finding the answer
and then.... enjoying reading biology text edi -- and also dictionary for helping me solve the word i dunno
one day end --
see! ikr /.\
and now i still doing my biology hw -3- arghhhhh
too enjoying edi? think so .... :3

this few weeks keep slp late
and my panda eye is coming out @@
ohh dear..... sure take me a month to recover back my panda eye --
yeahhhh my own fault ryte /.\ i knew it

my school life is starting busy and busy
and also my life
is the time that I should learn another type of grow up :)
just take every difficult as challenges ;) keep trying
learn and learn and learn
that's the way we grow up
at school, we have lessons then we take a test
but in life , we have test then just only learn a lesson
ryte? :)

I'm still finding my way
hmm... yeahhhh
dun give up your hope ! :) dear
life doesn't change if u didn't even fight for yourself and your life :)
a person change is just meaning the person learned something that really really meant to self ..

Dun give up chasing ur dream :)
as the time gone , u will from a dream chaser become a dream catcher :)

Move your step , raise your life and shine ! :)

那一刀

那一刀刺得不干不脆

你把刀刺下去，却又松手

把刀留在我心上

怎么？是狠不下心，还是下手过后犹豫了? :)

:) anyway

Smile ! :) hehe

hmm ... listening Sungha Jung's music ^^
lovely music :3

YJ, 这次不管再怎么困难，答应自己的事，一定要做到哦! :)
加油!! ;)

hmm...
不同圈子、不同方式、不同 :)
在你世界的一段距离外，我走不出下一步。

我还是静静地、远远地看着你呗 :3

嘘 :P 关系就停在这里不退，好吗?

开玩笑 /.\ ?

开玩笑 /.\  ... 真好奇我是怎么写得出那种东西 --"

现在看回，两个字：“无言....”

不过不错的，至少还能勾到一些回忆 :3

哈哈 xD 嘴角一直上扬着看完这几篇..

不过当时的情绪、和现在的想法有些不同。:)

担心是真、希望你回来已经tak ada 很久了 /3\ paisehhhh

希望你能遇到比我更好的女生啦 xD okay? 加油哦!! ^^

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mina , GAMBATEH!!!! ;)

This year ...

...

感觉快要消失了

感觉快要离开了

感觉在那个世界的我快要苏醒了

可能这是一场梦

可能在那个世界我是一个因意外而昏迷不醒的某个人

可能在昏迷的期间，自己回忆起以前的事


这是世界还是存在很多可能，不是吗? :)


有那么一瞬间，感觉到某些事和情绪..

笑了，突然觉得，突然明白为什么你会离开..

你离开，也许是对的。:)

Promise to YJ

答应过自己不会再随意掉泪。

尤其是那被怀疑的友情。:)

你可以丢弃我对你的希望，你可以粉碎我对你的坚持，

但是你再也不可能让我对你认真一次。

完全不想解释了，也觉得没必要。

一开始就不该脱下面具。
不该轻易解除防备。

2013.1.4

2013.1.4
= 爱你一生一世 xD ?

Girls' Generation , I Love You FOREVER !! ;P
hehe ^^ saranghaeyo ~~~~

so skul start and my birthday pass :3
hmm...
busy with hw on my birthday , and relax with < I got a boy >  today :D
addicted to that song ^^

thanks for the birthday wishes from friends yesterday :)
Thank You !!! ^^ 少了几个的生日祝福.. 真的失望了
从去年期待某个人的生日祝福，直到今年
还是一样没有.. 真的很失望一下的... :/

想要戒掉“依赖” :)
太容易陷入了.. 这是不对的哦! xD 呵呵

16岁了，要乖乖了 :) 要长大 ..

不要把快乐留在未来，把快乐实现在现在 ! :)

Hey 2013 !

Hello 2013 !!!!!! :D

nice to meet you yea xD let's be nice to each , deal ? :P

Bye 2012 !!! :)

thx and sry ._.

haha xD is time for slp ! update soon ! :3

night and Happy New Year !!!!!! ;)